(more like permanent leave why do I still have this account)

HEY I'M 21.

Deviantart has been a part of my life since I was about 15 I guess, so it's been a while haha. I've grown up a bit art wise, but haven't improved that much, well not as much as I would have liked. I still struggle with a few things, but I'm starting to care less and less. Sadly I don't really draw as much as I used to, and yeah, that does bum me out. I remember drawing almost everyday, and liking what I drew even if it was shitty. Like, I was proud of what I drew, now I can't even be proud of a picture a week after I drew it.

In January my grandpa passed away, and it's still something I struggle with. He used to look after my nephew while my sister was at work, but with him gone, she was stuck in a hard place. I have been in Arizona helping my sister since mid-February and will be heading back home around the end of May. I actually used to live here, in Arizona, and while it's nice being back, I consider Georgia my home. I miss my friends, and I just recently got 2 new kittens, well, back in July. I miss them and my mom dearly. While here, I've gotten quite the tan. Haha, my shoulders and legs are still pretty white though, oh I also have a white spot where I wear my watch. It's a bit silly. The temperature has been skyrocketing, it was 102 degrees today, wow this sucks haha.

Every now and then I contemplate coming back here to deviantart, but I've made a nice home with Tumblr. I made a new blog, because my old one was a bit, ah, suffocating. So again, if any of you would care to follow me, my new blog is: [link] it's still fairly new. I have an art tag on there if you would like to see what I've been up to, and I do have an art tag on my old blog also, [link] Maybe one day I'll come back here, but I still don't know when that is. When I do I might just make a new account, a fresh start.

Thanks for sticking with me guys, it really means a lot. <3